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I live my life through ups and downs, still, I manage to breathe.
Nur Raihanatul Myzharrah is my name.
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perom the heart to a preng
Monday, September 8, 2008
12:41 PM
i was having some of my random blog hopping time. and i dropped by emma's january post, mine aswell. how i wish i could stop nagging about how i missed Canberra and the wonderfull people there :\ though it might seen that i dont really look for them anymore but no, its just so hard to keep in touch with them. EMMA, SHAFIQ, MUMMY, PAR, BECKI, HANN, NEEMO, JACKIE and the others that i met lastminute -____- story about jackie and i came across my thoughts. never heard of the story before? since im bored, now here it goes. dedicated to the other half who once had accidentally grabbed my heart, Jackie Chan. =] --

it was funny when we first met him, he was one of par's friend and we met at funland in the city, which i heard he just came back from China? yeah i think so, the day before. a booksource, heheh, said that he cant take his eyes of me. :b:b so carrying on...

he had to leave, we did too. and from that moment onwards. my eyes starts to wander around the streets with the hopes of bumping into him again. HAHA. and then we did, couple of times. where then he invited us over to his house, through par. he cooked noodles, and my attempts to eat with chopsticks had failed =D while him trying to feed me, par didnt allow him so par had to feed me. i was treated like a baby. i remembered tossing this ball thingy with him at the backyard and basically we started to talk and ask things about ourselves. :]

the next day, we met again. but it was funny how that happened, the day before he asked par if we wanted to accompany him and hunt for part-time jobs. she agreed, and we went out BUT the weird part is, he did not bring his cv along. was that an excuse? yeah it was, according to the book. haha.

some stuffs happened after that, some dramas. i thought that we would never meet again, but we did. i was out with emma and neemo, took off to the *the arcade thing near the cinema at belco* hahah. i was playing DDR then tadaa, he was there. we went to the lake and he wrote something on my hand, it says "property of Jacky Chan" nyehaha. he left his number on a piece of paper so i could call him. hahah :]

called him, then he called back. we were otp for dead HOURS. i mean seriously, one hour is fine. but 4 to 5 hours? haha =D by then, he confessed and i think i did too. hemmm, he invited me over one day, met his mom. and he cooked me noodles and dumplings. yummy yummy. and he came over to our place, met my mom and emma's mom. he had this good conversation with my mom, suprisingly. hahah. i remembered listening to them and said to mom 'hey, how come i dont know that' hahahah. and jacky was awesomely nice to them so twas all good. they all liked him (Y) hemmm, the rest remains unspoken. the day i left, was the day i possibly could not deal. having to leave them was the hardest part.

jacky gave me a silver bracelet, a key necklace, heaps of cute books, a so called diary that he wrote when i was there, two piggy wiggy and two of his tshirts. oh hell he was the sweetest thing.

but everything changed now, and i know it was entirely my fault. but then, bet people understand why? long-distance relationship often works. sighs* (: thank you Jacky Chan. and thousand apology for breaking a promise.

its september now. I CAN HARDLY WAIT FOR THE END OF THIS YEAR SCHOOL TERM. i wanna go there as soon as school is over, i cant hardly wait. HARR. i wanna stay there, till january perhaps. ohmigod, i cant wait. heheh.

this post is too long.
but its for a specific friend.. (;