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an interpretation of me..

I live my life through ups and downs, still, I manage to breathe.
Nur Raihanatul Myzharrah is my name.
HI. I love weird things :D
♥♥♥ Love
RenehK.

endless starvation..

for a car, a new phone, a pet turtle and a very good loveable love partner, for now. hehe.

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Monday, September 14, 2009
11:04 PM
hey, i just got back from an outing with my boyfriend and bestfriends. i know i havnt been updating, well obviously when i do update, its just that somethings bugging my mind and i need to let it out.. i am happy yknw, especially when well suprisingly, everything between us is so smooth, nothing to be worried of. but the fact that i still think im no good enough for him. sigh. its just hard, from where my position was back then, to be in this situation now with a boyfriend so sincere and really really nice.. i cant cope with it.. i dnt wanna hurt him.. idk what to do seriously.. hmm, idk what m talking abt.. jst letting out to lessen the pain.. sigh.. im out. continue next time maybe.