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an interpretation of me..

I live my life through ups and downs, still, I manage to breathe.
Nur Raihanatul Myzharrah is my name.
HI. I love weird things :D
♥♥♥ Love
RenehK.

endless starvation..

for a car, a new phone, a pet turtle and a very good loveable love partner, for now. hehe.

Fastlane.

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Sunday the 19th.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
8:10 PM
This is how I brag myself, through this thing right here. So whats new? Im in quarantine mode from yesterday till this coming Tuesday, 21st July. I'll be back in school on Wednesday if I dont show any symptoms. Why? My math classmate who is positive of H1N1 somehow attend classes yesterday, so just for percautions. Semua tah kana quarantine. Means no test on Tuesday and aku ada two more days to revise cos I know test on Wednesday tu. HAHAHA. Popular bah H1N1 ani, season orang kan menyanyi lagu risau risau. See, its scary how close I was to the disease. But to me, we just have to be strong mentally and physically. Jgn luan dpikirkan, and jaga kebersihan. Eseh cematulah.

Ish, I love that dude ah. That dude who I cant seem to resist! Everyday is always a new day, with his new mystery atu lagi. Sayang, I love you even more each day. Hehe. Thats all.

Hmm.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
6:38 PM
I HATE HER. There, i said it. I cant stand it anymore. She's the reason why im insecure at all times. Why cant you just tell her to not bother us anymore?

Sigh. Im trying to be patient because I really do love him, but my mind's halfway losing control. It hurts and the pain is unbearable. The thought that left me thinking.. Thinking if she still crosses your mind somehow. Baby time will tell, this affects my heart badly, and Im trying my best to heal it on my own.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009
9:16 PM
2nd day of school, full of awesummness. There's not much to say and I lack of time to do this because I have assignments to do. Hehe. He makes me smile, always :) enough said.

chow naw.

Monday, July 6, 2009
8:29 PM
I had a very hard time signing in because I forgot my password, haha. And somehow, my mind's really distracted by whats around me. Sigh. So... Today...

I woke up late and I was kindof late for school today but my registration teacher said it wasnt late so twas all good. Hehe. I was smilling like hell when I saw the Katok's building today :D met Bil, As and Soul. Didnt get to see my boyfriend today but its okay, there is tomorrow. Hehe. I slept in the afternoon, cos I think I didnt get enough sleep lastnight.

Its 8.35pm now, and Im kindof not in the mood. Something happened again, something so childish. Again. Ishh. Im so disappointed :\ and I hope my heart and mind can stand all this. Enough said. Ni, mencari ilham kan buat math pasal teacher ku cakap esuk misti antar. Haha. Time is limited now, yatah. Alum lagi ada, huhu.

bah thats all. seriously mcm nada my mood.

A week.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
10:04 PM
Today mark 1 minggu with him, so far I am happy but somehow, people are at their very best to ruin this for me.. World please... Aku nda kacau kamu, please jangan kacau aku. Huhu. Atleast for once, let me enjoy my life without failing and tumbling down again. Ngalih ku sudah kan sakit2 ani, seriously, just leave me alone. Huhu.

So aniways.. Mum and dad went to Miri tadi, dalam diam. HAHA. Supaya kami inda beriya-iya kan ikut. Nyeh. Im really excited for school tomorrow. Just hoping that things are normal again around me. The thing happened lastnight was so absurd and wrong and CHILDISH.

Lastly, just so you know.. Org menjahati aku ne biasa dah, tapi jangan exceed limit, mun nda aku yg melatup, melatup jua muka mu atu. Huhu :S seriously, leave me alone.

Another drama.
12:27 AM
Aku pun inda tau, sejauh mana kami bertahan. Mun had dugaannya cemani. It hurts when the one I love ckp aku buat ia disappointed.. Padih sangat, semua ni gnya dpt ku talan mati2. Sakitt.. Sigh. Berserah saja arah tuhan.

Dear sayang, bear in mind, I never meant to hurt you in any way. I'll cherish you till the very end, for you are the light that shines through my days, and the moon and estrellas that blooms during the nights. You are my happiness, what matter most now is you.. Your feelings.. I thank god for giving me such a loving person like you. Thank you sayang, for this chance, I will indeed prove to you that I am not the same person I was before. Because with you, I am a better person.

I love you sayang. I really do.

Saturday, July 4, 2009
3:28 PM
Hi again. Im just bored and currently not in the mood, haiya. I hope school re-opens on monday. Stress tahap maxima and I cant stand this any longer. Huhu. I was gonna do my business essay assignment, tapi hilang mood what to do. Might as well do it later or tomorrow. Later lagi keLambak. I heard my mum and my aunts kan aerobic pakai lagu poco-poco. Wth? HAHAHA. But yeah, I tried it already with bil and it was awesummmme. Hehe.

I cant wait to see him =D I really do hope school buka balik on monday.
tata.