`i-neh.

Pfft.

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

7:11 PM

kusut pakk saya. just when i atleast thought of something that i would do good at, everything falls apart. macam watahpakk. ngalih wah saya sudah ni. orang menulung ani, patutnya di tolak kah? macam aku tepulang asi asi minta tulung kali. blaaarggghhhh.

whateverr lah.
they will never understand.
whateber pak pak shit.
counting years to turn myself away from here. FAKK. dont mind me if inda paham text saya. tempat melapas geram hanya lah disini.

Nyeyers.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

2:54 PM

Gilerz I miss them. I miss sitting at the so called spot of us at md. I miss choir practices and choir performances. I miss having to 'curi-curi makan' in the Audi whenever we have prefect duties. I miss learning maths though at times I suck at it. I miss those nasty burgers which I gain weight from. I miss them friends alot! *esp Mush ;P*

I dont miss some of the teachers. I dont miss them haters but they surely missed me ay? HAHA.

I actually hate the feeling of losing knowledge rather than gaining it. And most of all, I hate the fact that I cant see them 'd cube' much now like I used to. :'( Nyehs.

Ta.

10 bulan bersamaku, yang telah berlaku 10 bulan yang lalu.

2:35 PM

Yknow its scary that I have to live over my past. There will always gonna be a mark to remind me of the memories we had, everywhere I go. All the dreams that we tried to pursue has its end. Funny how you can have a good life, while me going through suck up moments.

Oh well, karma I guess.
I was happy for 10 months, I guess I have to suffer for 10 months. HAHA. The heck.

Since 27th February 2007.

Curiousity.

12:43 PM

Nothing much to do nowadays. Gahd!

Another terrifying sacrifice.

Monday, October 20, 2008

9:13 AM

The thoughts are clear, and is / was, always under my acceptance. I dont want anything in return, just so you know I'll always be here to hold you tight whenever you're down. You made it easy to fall, what more can I do if this is what I have been doing for the past months ; to fall, and then suffer from a chained heartache. Trust me, Im immune. Its like, wherever I go, memories shall follow ; hidden under my footstep and live like my own shadow, who follows me through the night and make me wonder all through the day. And yet, as a weak soul I am, I still overcome things with a question no individuals can answer. Why do I still love you?

Sighs.
I set up my world with the presence of you and I cant possibly stand the fact that I have to be away from you.

All the best of luck dearest.
.......

when i grow up.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

5:15 PM

2010. i cant wait.

A neverending torture.

11:18 AM

Problems are definitely arising, but I will not fall, I hope. Im settling one by one, step by step. Play games with me, dear life, because Im playing it my way now.

Guilt I fear the most, But it wont bring me down.

Waiting for the right time to turn myself away from here.

To the ones I love, sorry for being a huge burden.

Sighs.
ta.

Humhum.

Friday, October 3, 2008

2:05 PM

Second day of Raya sudah. Like nda terasa. Untuk kesempatan ini, ingin saya mengucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN. Huaha.

My first day of raya was basically a wreck --

Was everything a short term happiness? Sighs. But no matter what, we can always take it slowly, because its too soon to just let it be. You took my heart when I least expected, and when noone else ever could. =)

Im falling for real that it scares me.

- unexpected.
ta.